#16 - GOODWOOD FOS 2014

Written in 2014. I still think about this every time I decide whether to carry a camera.

Goodwood and why I'm leaving the camera at home.

There is a strange pressure that comes with events like Goodwood.

#15 - FINANCIAL TAILSPIN (REDUX)

Written in 2014, during a period of real financial strain. I am in a very different place now, but I am leaving this essentially as it was.

Being in a Financial Tailspin

Money has a way of getting into your head.

#14 - THE CULT OF WHAT? (REDUX)

Written in 2014.

The Cult of What?

People keep asking what this is meant to be.

It is not a movement.
It is not a brand.
It is not something you sign up for.

It is a way of choosing how to live, quietly and on purpose.

#12 - NOT GIVING A FUCK (REDUX)

Written in 2014. Still true.

At some point you have to stop negotiating with yourself.

You keep saying you will change things later.
When things calm down.
When work eases off.
When the next problem is dealt with.

That moment does not arrive.

So this is me, calling time on a few things.

#11 - THE ABANDONED VLOG HYPOTHESIS

A study in talking less and meaning more.

Christmas has been and gone. It was a blast. Friends visited, we ate, drank, and played games. Now is the time to start looking ahead to 2026 and what my priorities should be. I have a few ideas that I would like to bring to fruition. 

#9 - THE REMISSION HYPOTHESIS

Testing whether willpower can outsmart metabolism, again.

Getting up for a piss three times a night is starting to kick me in the arse. Things need to change.

#8 - ALL CHANGE

My recovery has taken quite a while. I made an active decision to take as much time as I needed to have the best start to my post-operative fitness. It began (quite literally) with baby steps on crutches, and now I am back at work doing a very physical job. Just what the doctor ordered.